School + Chingay

My dear ambie asked me to blog so here i am! School was basically ok but well there is currently now something that keeps me going and actually feel like going to school. Don`t know whether if it is good but well at least there is something that keeps me still want to go instead of sleeping late everyday! =)

1S-11 is seriously so not bonded. Everyone will split up into their own cliques when having lunches or breaks. Not that good i will say. But i am still trying to get to know everyone =) Hope everything will be fine.

I seriously don`t know whats wrong with me with the things going on here & there. First 3 months is honeymoon period right? And i finally realised that. GP is killing me and i don`t know what i can do. Everything is in a mess.

Going online everyday is to discuss about a particular issue which i am super sick of. Maybe avoiding it will be a good choice. Argo5 is drifting further and further away. And once the O levels results are released, everything will change. Totally. I hope i pray everything will be okay. The same to my friends who are also collecting their O levels results next week.

Chingay is killing my sleep and lectures are super duper good medicine to make you fall asleep. But what can i do but slap myself awake? Nothing. Maybe i should keep myself occupied with something so i know and will be awake.

Happy Birthday!!

Previous post was deleted. Pointless entry. So now just let it rot away in my mind.

Happy 17th Birthday Mabel!

Don`t know if she will see tis but well, just type lah. So sorry for being unable to go out wif you.. Too busy le. Still got econs test.

Don`t know what to say .. O level results are coming out soon. Not sure of how to face it but well, just let it be ba.

Emo + frens + life

WARNING: Super long entry coming up. Hahaha.

This shall be a emo + life + frens entry. Hmm. I have been in SR for a few weeks now. Tons of things happened and i have changed into someone i don`t believe in. Is it for the good or for the bad? I don`t know. Life in JC has let me realise something dat i should change. Somehow. Or you will end up being the stupid one.

Jc life is very very hectic. I can`t catch up in lectures and the only thing i like to do when i get home is to go online and talk to people. It made me feel so much better yet unable to cope with studies. Sometimes, i would just stay in the library after school to finish up tutorials and ask questions. Or i would just go home and laze around because you just can`t seem to keep your mind shut. 1S11 is a okay class i guess. I practically memorised everyone`s name le la. Thanks to the game the teacher want us to play. Then after me, due to lack to time, the others didn`t have to memorise lor. Unfair right. And i found out more about my classmates. Most of them have weird names which are hard to pronounce. But whatever. I am now the treasurer. Kinda stupid right. I hope someone complains about me after 1 week so that they can kick me off the committee.

Mind games club was fun! Haha, just slacking and playing bridge only. Fun fun fun! Good way to release stress & as always i laughed like siao. Trying to figure out who is your partner and who isn`t is kinda challenging too. Made frens too, Charles, Eugene, Kai lun etc etc. Fun is confirm de lah!

I've decided i neglected my secondary school friends way too much so this entry is sort of dedicated to them. I shall start it in terms of alphabetical order. In no order of preference.

Jie Hui :
Thanks for being my friend since secondary 2. Really appreciate everything. You are a girl whom i find has unique taste in clothes and everything. But being unique can be a good thing, at least you are not the same as everyone. If everyone is the same, life will be boring right? Thanks for being the odd one out but being the odd one out does not mean you will be forgotten because you will not. I still don`t know why you like to keep things to yourself. But if you don`t want to say its ok. Maybe one day you will find the need to tell it, i will be there.

Jing Yi :
Our friendship didn`t come by easily. Everything started off with you hate me, i hate you attitude. But i am glad its all over and we are still good friends. You are frank and straightforward and i really appreciate it. I hope we will still keep in contact although i feel that we are drifting apart. We tink and do things differently like what you say, so its vry hard to know what each other is tinking. But i am happy for all that ever happened. You a smart girl so don`t tink that your english is nt fluent and don`t want to speak to other people in english. You've got to have more confidence in yourself. People build up their languages through speaking not by reading. Its two different things. So yeah, jia you!

Stephan :
I don`t know if you will ever get to read this. But i am very guilty towards you. I hope you will forgive me for what i have done. Everything is just so wrong, just not right. I am sorry for everything. Hope you will forgive me. But i really do hope that, you make more true friends rather than just cooping @ home. If you want to make friends, you got to approach people and not wait for them to approach you. You always complain your msn list, there isn`t much people online. You want people, you got to be initiative and ask. Let people know more about you, so they will not misunderstand you.

XinDi :
Haha, what to say about you leh jie? Our friendship started in secondary three and suddenly we are like old friends. Lol. Don`t know what to say about you lah. Always make me ke siao with you LOL. Glad to have you as a fren and nevertheless, good luck LOL. Don`t know what to say. Keep in touch as always.

Zhi Lin :
The same with jingyi, our friendship did not come by easily. Maybe we should just take things less seriously and maybe everything will be alright. Maybe we think too much and thus we ended up in all sorts of misunderstandings. You are really smart so i believe you will become someone of high status next time. Haha. Really. I am glad you are my friend you tried not to let our misunderstandings get worse. Remember me haha. Although we are also drifting apart, but i hope you will still be the same old you.

I think this entry is long enough already ba. Don`t know what to say le..

Orientation @ SRJC

I shall learn to blog more often. What has been going in my life these few days? Life in JC started with a bang on January 03, 2007. I was still in the holiday mood and could not sleep til 1 or 2AM i think due to the habit of sleeping late during the holidays. Arrived @ SRJC and checked. I was still in ARGO5. No luck of getting a switch to be with my friends. Then the shock was Cheryl from 4E2 was in my og too.

And first day i made friends with June. Nice girl. Then of course, the others i just don`t know, we were just simply a og who sit together during breaks, lunches and play games together.

Second day, i got to talk to more people, not that i didn`t talk to any on the first day. ARGO5 was fun and the family spirit of ARGO was building on me. Was kind of dreading to go school on the second day since i thought it would be flooded with lame games which allowed us to get wet. And i didn`t hand the subject combination form on the second day which meant i die also have to go on the third & final day which was yesterday.

So i went, feeling that i am forced. Turns out, it was damn fun lah. I didn`t regret it. I spoke to more people. And got to know more friends. The games were fun and i escaped being wet. LOL. Then ARGO5 won den we proceded to the chair games where we are supposed to squeeze. Oh my, i nearly fell down. Then, the tamil girl i dono wads her name & Nnq infront quickly hold me or i sure fall down le. Seeing i was like the only one who nearly fell, the student council pple keep telling me to balance etc etc. And i didn`t really take part in passing the chairs because i was too busy balancing myself. But we won. Haha. Then there was the memory game. No offence but the person really wasn`t looking @ us lor. As in looking over @ Argo's side. She just kept looking towards Demeter & Erabus that side. Then jonathan, my ogl, got pissed off and asked all of ARGO5 to just leave, nt even participating in the cheering competition. Next stop was the duck walk thing which we had to balance a ball on the cardboard. I hai June do so many times because my legs just gave way la. I am weak, physically. But we still draw with Erabus.

Then there was the skit, i was laughing @ my own group because of one guy. Then after tat i just watched it quietly. Didn`t expect ARGO to win. Because i think the other groups's skit was pretty well and we were lagging behind Bismarck by 700 points. I didn`t know how we won too. Happy!

And did i mention college dance? It was fun lah except i dun enjoy dancing with the opposite sex. lol. Then went home on the bus. Chatted with Agnes & Zhanyuan & Mabel & Xindi. Reached home, watch a bit of the ending of Bai Wan Bao & bathed & then watched the channel U show then went online. Was shocked to see some of my og people adding me on msn. But nevertheless, still fun.

New year + Goals

Happy New Year 2007! May 2007 be a great year to all!

Hmm, i've decided to put up some of my 2007 goals here although most likely i won`t be able to achieve it but oh well, just put! (=

2007 Goals
- Learn not to procastinate
- Get rid of my lazy habit at least a little
- Learn to take care of my body and not laze around
- Be a better person with a better personality

It must be weird to have this goals, hai~ But those who know me should noe why, I only wash my face with water and thats it, i don`t bother. So yeah, one of the things i need to improve of and good luck to myself and all!